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Saturday, May 31, 2008

It's been the fourth day without bendan beside mi liao,still got like 56 days to go before i can see him.I reali miss him so so much lor even though we did chat on phone but it like onli 5-10 mins and that all...I reali not use with that,without him by my side.Suddenly misses his naggy,his caring,his love,his kisses and alot of things...Maybe becoz stay with him too long liao and is like too use to rely on him...Reali hoping the time will pass faster abit so that i can see him.Tml gonna 3G him liao,been forget to do so for the pass few day somemore it's expensive if we gonna chat everyday on 3G.Sometime i reali hate him for deciding to go over Australia and juz throw me all alone in Singapore somemore they money they given them oso not berry good by the time they came back from Australia sure all use finish de lor.Anyway my that bendan forever wun listen unless he get it fail and realise his fault and then he will apologise...No matter wat he still my bendan i still love him..I noe this time round is juz a test on our feeling for each other and of coz i noe we can definity pass with flying colour....

Sunday, May 25, 2008

512-12.05.2008
is the date everyone throughout the world will always remember
juz like 921
Today watch Channel 8 SiChuan earthquake charity show
at first i'm not reali into the show
but after watching the show it's reali different
every intro abt how rescuers rescue the ppl stuck under all the pillar
how ppl over there suffer during/after the earth quake
juz how they lose their children,parents....love one...
juz everything over there...
I reali drop down my tear..
it's reali heartache seeing all the photo,video taken
Rite here in Singapore...
we're reali lucky and bless for as we have such a peaceful country
I make a $18 call...
i noe it's juz $18 but i reali hope it's can help them juz abit
a berry little bit...
May every1 over there,
for those suffering...strive their berry best to survive
happily...healthy
May those who have to go before other
before they wanna say goodbye
before they can say goodbye
Rest in Peace

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Best Song of the month i hear so far...
meaningful...
Song:虽然我愿意
sing by:伍家辉

请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择

就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃
虽然我愿意

就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
(心还想着你)

再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手

为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Tis few days been coming online...
update blog...
check out internet...
and even chat with my frenz to get in contact...
everything was so great
all thank to my bro
who 'xi sen' his lappy to mi to buy his long wanted bike...
he been asking every1 in the family to lend him $$$
but too bad as my daddy is the oldest in family
and dun like dun allow him to buy
so no-one are allow or should i say dun dared...
still we can't blame my daddy or even my bro la
Is not daddy no $$$ or daddy dun wan to lend him
is juz worry abt him
in the world
which family member would like and bared to let his or her children riding
especially bike on the road...
But cannot blame my bro too
it's juz his dream
juz hope he will at times tink of his family especially once on the road...
so much abt it...
muz write bits of myself...
woke up quite early as my bendan reach home at 915am mar
he sure woke mi up de
after he bathe finish and i brushed my teeth
we went eat breakfast
he order super lots lor...
carrots cake which my favorite
nasi lemak
kway chap
and ice coffee
reali filled up my stomach...
den walked pass a small tent shop beside the coffeeshop
sell different kinds of cute cartoon stuff
of coz i'm attracted into the pooh series
as expectedly i bought the stickers and oil control tingy
all pooh bear de lor and most important my bendan pay for it
haha
anyway it's berry cheap onli la
bendan bu hui bu she de de he juz love mi too much to care of tis ting
hee...berry mushy rite...
reached home...
he went slp liao lor
mi lea...
help to do housework ermz...again lor
I sweep and mop the floor
the floor was like wow!!! super super dirty
wonder how's his bro do the floor yesterday anyway not my problem
i juz do the floor nicey today can liao
mop the floor twice
feel so good when stepping on the floor
bring out clothes to enjoy the sun
later gonna iron clothes
rite now eating snake..waiting for his bro to reach home
wake my bendan up
den go NUH see his grandpa
wat a off day...
Special thank to my buddy saying my blog berry wordly
so decide to put some pic which i taken at sentosa 2 week ago
I reali getting rounder lor..
sad sia....





























I reali enjoy my times and days over at sentosa..
Thanks bendan....thanks everyone....
Bendan got guard duty today so not at home with mi...
Early morning get his morning kisses,so sweet
kinda late today as i forgot to set alarm to wake up
he himself oso take ages to prepare
anyway thanks to him morning kisses if not i dunno wat i time i will wake up lor
His ah ma not at home
so i gonna checked everything before i left home
even i'm on the bus
i still keep tinking did forget this forget that
As usual today,
at work kanna chase home...
my colleagues all berry on...on the dot i mean
everytime i sure kanna chase out as my workplace account door need to lock and secure de
My luck not as good as yesterday
to get on the 0645pm bus..
In the end
i gonna wait for almost half an hour for the next bus lor
SBS oso berry cute de la
noe that it's after work time sure alot ppl de
still bus onli came every almost half an hr berry irriating
lucky enough almost everytime i get to get on the bus with seat
haha
today reach home surprisingly early at 8 plus so cool rite
but still got to help bendan's mummy do housework...
Tml I'm on leave
clearing leave mar as we cannot bring forward the leave de
i still got another 1 and half more day to go
once bendan fly to Aust
sure enough dun even noe when to take leave,where to go....

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Today woke up at 1030 all thanks to my nightmare...
berry scary hor...
imagine i juz jump up
without tinking i juz went straight to the toilet to wash
I rem it like i'm at hospital seeing a kid
forget wat reali happen in my dreamz...
all i rem is i was comforting hugging the ger who kept crying
suddenly she stopped crying
instead she grap mi so hard and sudden tat i juz jump up frrom my nightmare
her eyes even rolled white lor
it's reali berry scary..
anyway,
it's didn't manage to spoil my day
haha
After eating my breakfast,went over to SK to pass DVD to my frenz at amos
chat awhile with Liting nono should gossip around with her...
find 1 day go together to catch up more ba...
Meet my biao jie at 2 at cityhall
in the end went Marina Square eat Calr'Jr
first time i eat finish the whole burger all by myself leh
without my bendan
but i'm reali super super full after tat...
imagine we gonna drag ourselves to the toilet to relieve ourselves
i mean shh shh onli la...
met my sec class mate haha forget their name liao...
too bad...
anyway didn't even talk to each other haha
after shopping ard,we went to orchard to walk
onli at Far East,xiao gu called up to meet us at Shaw
oh forget to say we suppose to meet xiao gu de..
i wanna ttreat xiao gu eat mar as mother's day celebrattion
after tat,went eat at Bishan
uncle drive mar so okay la...
but in the end,i didn't manage to treat xiao gu...
she dun wan to take my money haiz...
expected de la...
i reali enjoy my day today
with accompany of my xiao gu and uncle and biao jie...
find some day go out again with them
hee....
muz wondering where my bendan rite...
oh,he gonna go back air force mar
den busying meeting up his frenz juz reach home not long ago lor
which the time is already 0145 liao lor...
rite now snoring beside mi
still tell mi he not tired
gonna disturb his slp liao...
goodnitez every1...




Thursday, May 8, 2008

It's been sometime i last update my blog liao...
anyway i tink nobody even bother rite
It's juz mi and my bendan ba
for this whole week
alot of stuff happen lor
for work or my love life or even my family could i include frenz...
let me think...
WOrk-
It's been 2 months i been left alone by my shifu to do all her backload
kanna say by ppl
kanna stress by ppl too
still i like my job
i'm reali learning lots of new stuffs,useful stuff
all those stress i'm taking it's reali worth
of coz my pay is so much higher den b4 i can even save up
I did get praise abt my work too
abt mi can take all those stress as they tot i will back off after a month
i did prove them wrong and even do beta
I start loving my job le but not to forget 1 month later
after my shi fu came back
i will den juz a assistant with my current pay
i even love it
more relax lesser stress of coz
lesser work too
but somehow i got a feeling she not coming back leh
nobody even mention to mi la
let wait and see lor...
My love life-
Rite now staying with my bendan...
sometime something didn't reali goes well
and i'm going to move to stay with my grandparents
as they keep on nagging mi to move
i noe it's not nice for mi to keep on staying here la
so i decided to move back lor
Bendan,i noe u bu she de
but things reali not as wat we wan and tink
i suppose u noe wat i mean ba
somemore u flying again it will be even weird for mi rite
oh ya,
forget to mention...
my this bendan extend his ORD juz becoz he wanna go Australia for training
or should i say for the money $$$
anyway no matter wat he decide i will alway support him
though of coz i will du she de and i will be all alone for 6 weeks
starting from 27May onward lor
it's going to be a berry long six weeks for mi ba
Bendan,
dun worry abt mi...
i will be fine over at my grandparents there
except with no home cook food for mi to bring to work any more
should be okay with it
i reali gonna miss you lots and lots
i noe u will too
this few weeks you been treating mi real good
bringing mi here and there
i reali miss the times and days over at Sentosa last weekend
can't wait to go for another 1
I dun care i going to book once more when u came back to SIn
Over at Australia,
stuff reali berry expensive dun bother to buy stuff for mi
save more ba
going U going to spend quite a number le...
Dun forget our promise to each other 3 years later...
muz save up liao...
I reali love you berry berry much...
Fammerly...
Been more and more with my Daddy
reali love him alots
reali regrets for making him heart break years back
and all thanks to my stupid idiot 'mum'
still got the face to ask mi faster get marry and even ask for 10 tables
fat hope man
i dun even wan her to be present
i still wan my face de lor
no way man
not going to bother abt her lor
my daddy more important hee
Xiao gu too...my half mother lor
still tinking of wat to buy for her lor...
maybe a DS lor
Prince juan...
miss you so much lor
miss our gossip time at pizza with drumlets
miss shopping time...
when can meet up man...
muz find times for mi hor...
dun juz tink of your fatty bear la
muz tink of mi mar
Suzie...
Thank for being my go work buddy,lunch mate
and alot la
reali feel nice to have you such a buddy
when our next lunch at long john and Ayam peyet???