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Saturday, September 29, 2007

It's Saturday!!
Finally it's time liao...The time,mi and my colleagues all waiting for..
No good cannot call them colleagues,we frenz liao lor..haha
no la..
today we all ger at work went for 'site inspection'...haha..no la..it's actually we go play play but becoz my manager can help us get complimentary tickets
but muz say we go for site inspection..
everything tat free will good mar...if not,without complimentary tickets,it's will be a bomb man..
of coz with my bendan along la...if not later he jealous i go sentosa see boy boy...haha
too bad for him he gonna pay his tickets...sorry bendan...
but got discount mar..so it's still okay rite..
at least u can look over mi,wun jealous mar...but hor...u wun have to worry abt mi de mar...
though i'm cute and watever but my heart will not go on de.. i mean to other guys mar...
so dun worry...today juz go enjoy ourselves...
Oh...i forgot to mention where we going liao...we going SENTOSA...
*Expensive*
but hee...of coz for us not tat expensive la...
but ke lian my bendan lor...
he wun mind de hor...he love mi so much of coz he wanna stay with mi mar...
wait for my next update...hopefully can put up de photo we take..
I can't wait to finish my work..
i can't wait to take the skyride and luge..
I can't wait to take the 4D magicx and Cineblast...
i can't wait for the Songs of the Sea
and of coz the pinic and salt water man...
3hrs from now...



jeanrin.aka.yanling

Monday, September 24, 2007

*Shopping Times*
Saturday after work meet my bendan go Marina Square walk walk,eat eat...
We went to eat at my favourite place...
Sakae Sushi!!!
Yeah...It's berry expensive but lucky i got VIP card and den they send mi a birthday voucher..
so we juz pay like $9 plus onli...good rite..
After eating we went shopping,actually it suppose to be window shopping coz we already over our spending budget
but in the end i went in a shop den bought a blouse which cost mi $45.90
but i like berry much..
*ATTITUDE*
Plus size fashion
Oh i bought my blouse over tis shop...
The sale in charge,i dunno whether she is the boss or wat,
but she reali welcome mi and my bendan..
I try alot of her blouses and even a pant,hee try till i paiseh liao lor
in the end i onli bought 1 blouse yet she still smile and chat around with mi..
I feel berry welcome..
I love the shop too..
I have another new place to shop at least got my size...
Hey pluz size frenz,
now dun have to worry abt no nice clothes to wear liao...try out tis shop..
It's onli set up 3 week ago so not much choices but the ladies over there told mi there's more design coming out...
So check it out !
*Shy*
I join my bendan to his sec frenz birthday chalet..
abit shy la so didn't reali hang around much somemore onli 1 ger the rest all guys so didn't reali talk much with the guys except for the ger whose bf i noe..
It's a small small world..
Of coz the birthday ger not onli i invite her sec frenz but all her frenz
so it's like a berry big bunch man...
Kind of 'xian mu' her
coz tis year i dun reali celebrate my birthday hee
onli invited a few,mostly all my bendan frenz...since we celebrate on his birthday,
which is 1 day later den mi..
but i'm content liao coz i finally get to celebrate with my daddy,xiao gu all..
of coz my bendan la...
if not later she jealous again saying i nv put his name...
no la..
i reali had a wonderful times..



jeanrin.aka.yanling

Saturday, September 22, 2007

I moved to my new desk yesterday le..now more inside the office le at least i'm not see door ger anymore liao...but 1 ting not so great,which is i'm sitting rite in front of my GM room so i can't reali do other ting other den work haha...
but i still will find my way if not i'm going to bored to death man...
Once again it's Saturday...It's weekend again,which it's passsing soon..Isn't time pass too fast...
somehow it's wil be great since i'm waiting for my pay-day...
it's another joyful of the month other den 11 of every months...
*Happily*
I'm now trying to improve my attitude in life..I have been berry attitude problem ger even till now,i'm changing,reali i'm changing...for the sake of my bendan too...
I dun like ppl cutting my queue or juz dash in front of mi and juz bumb into mi walking away with saying sorry.I dun like when talking to ppl,tat ppl nv bother mi.
i dun like er...ppl talking abt mi or staring at mi even outsider.
I juz dun like...i'm not crazy...maybe i should change or should all pl change for the sake of mi...
*wahaha...*
I dunno wat i'm tinking or saying...
Maybe i had grown up..
or maybe i juz dun wish to be like last time...
maybe i juz wanna change..
I'm great and wonderful...and i noe i dun have to change myself but i'm not 'man ju',
i dunno y...
Or maybe i'm juz tired tat y i anyhow tink...
but i'm okay,I'm reali okay...
coz i'm feeling great...
I have everything in life...
I have my bendan,his love and everything...I even have his family care and concern and even love..
I have my family,who reali care about mi...even my Xiao Gu
I have my job too...wonderful isn't it...I can buy watever i wan...wat i'm tinking man..
*I'm great...*
jeanrin.aka.yanling

Friday, September 21, 2007

It's Friday liao...another week is ending soon liao...
i'm changing my place in my office liao but dunno when,
but if change i cannot update my blog so often liao.
Anyway i didn't write much often liao coz my new GM alway hang around outside lor,
somemore the main door now no more sound liao so i dunno whether got ppl come in stand behind mi anot lor.
Tis few days at work reali busy sia been going off work after 530,yesterday even 6 den leave office But i still ok with all the work as i prefer myself busy den hanging around nothing to do lor.
I juz love my work so far lor,i'm starting to get around with my colleagues.
Next Saturday going to Sentosa coz we got free tickets to song of the sea,
but of coz the rest we got to pay ourselves lor.
Yesterday,i saw him,Duan Dian,my prince wil noe who...
but i'm not tat sure as i onli had a glance,and next station i change my standing place,
coz i juz dun wan to see him if tat is him...
of coz i told my bendan even though i noe he sure jealous but beta den i keep the secret,
i feel so weird without telling him..
Dear,it's already past liao i dun wish u keep clinging on it though u nv show out la but i juz dun like it,if u going to be like tat next time i dun wan to tell u anything liao huh...
i juz wanna be honest not wan u to be jealous or anything my Dear..
By now u should noe my feeling and who i love rite,
sound mushy but it's true.
I already forget everything tat past liao
even about my idiot mum tingy which u ask mi to do so..
so u should oso rite...
Dear...
u are my love,and onli 1...rem..
we still wanna build up our family hee...
i change so much for u,u can see it rite...so u beta change yrself too..if not i run aaway den u noe.
yr temper especially...and of coz yr laziness huh..
No matter wat...
...i love u...
jeanrin.aka.yanling

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Yeah...been updating my blog and seeing my blog den i realise i onli have so few link sia...too bad most of my frenz dun have blog or they dun blog here but onli at friendster there so haha...
Currently mi now eating snake typing my blog lor...hopefully my GM wun saw as he now having meeting inside the meeting room and it's juz behind mi lor..See how daring i am..wahaha...Today we have our new GM here,he's from jap i tink,he look so fierce sia...He called everyone,one by one to his room to chat,i mean noe more us lo so haha i'm the first 1 in there as i'm new here lo...still ok but nervous ,he can see from my face too but he say it's normal as i'm still new but he hope i can have more confident in myself and my work...
Yesterday,we went had a farewell seafood dinner for our old GM...It's so so delicous but expensive too lucky it's not for us to pay if not i sure got a big hole in my pocket sia...wahaha...i dun mind going there to eat again but not i pay la of coz if not i wun go there eat de for sure sia...I love the lobster salad most sia,the butter prawn and crabbie it's still okay la,maybe after my bendan parents bring mi go eat black pepper crabbie tat time,i'm hook...so last nitez is chilli crabbies so i onli eat 1 haha...i still prefer my Xiao gu cook 1,is the best of the best man... today i dun wan to go anywhere liao coz i wanna go home watch tv haha best show sia the 9pm show so for the next few week i will be hm by 9,nono is 8 coz i need to bath sia...so tuesday no swimming liao for mi...hee...can slack first..haha
jeanrin.aka.yanling

Monday, September 17, 2007

It's Monday once again...

Weekend alway pass so fast,I dun even have the chance to enjoy myself yet...kinda sad hor haha..

yeah i change my blogskin all by meself,i mean the setting all,i still got copy and paste de la..but how i wish i can do better man coz i still dunno how to put space while blogging..dunno u all noe wat i mean mar but those who noe,kindly tell mi lea so i can do better..thank wor...haha...


how can i organise my time better..i alway not enough time leh alway been so tired i oso dunno y...so good my auntie,all went genting but i cannot go becoz of work sia...haiz...tis weeekend gonna go grandparent there but i scare how...haiz... somemore my bendan on guard duty so dunno wanna go out with his parents onli or i go grandparent there...haiz...

hao la..gonna work liao if not kanna caught jiu bu hao la....


jeanrin.aka.yanling

Saturday, September 15, 2007

It's Saturday once again...Another week had pass again..I been working almost everyday expect Sunday,i feel tired liao not juz becoz on work stuff..aiya i also dunnoe wat is going on..I feel so piss over some stuff which i also dunno wat is all abt.. Suddenly i feel like going back to the past when i had no trouble...I miss the time when i'm still a kid,a chuddy little small ger who alway fight and made trouble with her little brother,alway get punished and caned together,even got to slap each other when we disturb my uncle sweet dream..but i reali it soooooooo much though when young i kept complaining in my diary...Times flies..I'm old liao,another few more year ahead i will be marry,have kid,have grand children and die...Can't time goes back or goes slower...i reali miss my daddy who alway dote mi and my brother,alway bought us to the amk mac,i rem tat time i alway eat their MacChicken and even the Mac dunno wat wing which now dun have liao onli the new MacWing nia... My daddy still dote us but there's oso an extra 1 for him too.....everything change...I reali regret to leave my daddy five years ago,to go join my idiot,ass-hole mum who didn't even bother to care about her daughter who even try to sell her away when she's young...how can i break my daddy's heart and come stay with my tat mum..i oso dunno why...but in fact at the first beginning i had no intend to join her till my cousin from her drag mi over de...kind of regret coz i give her a chance to use to cheat on my daddy money...
AHHHHHHHHHHHH......
WAT AM I DOING?sunddenly feel so lost,feel so useless...nothing happen to mi but i dunno y...pls dun ask mi why or wat happen coz i dun even noe it myself...
jeanrin.aka.yanling

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Meeting my bendan again so happy can kept go out with him coz nowadays berry hard to go out together hee...we had our dinner at KFC coz i saw the Hotwings,it's yummyious...muz try it man..espeically for the limespicy somthing 1,it's so spicy but i like it man..my bendan prefer the bbq 1 haha..my prince SURE WILL GO TRY DE...after dinner we went The Cathay at PS there to watch movie '1408' with my bendan.Wonder why we seem everyday meeting each other go out rite,haha it's becoz my bendan off till today so after today after work i gonna home straight liao no shopping too..oh back to my movie show,it's a US movie and finally English horror has improve le coz tis 1408 is a good show and it's worth watching,worth spending the movie to watch..
Oh,tis show is about tis ghost writer who went every hotel to stay for 1 nitez to find for ghosts,without fail,he nv been scare until he got a mail saying abt tis hotel,as usual he went online to find info for tis hotel,and when he called up to book the hotel room 1408 but rejected his booking till....he asked for help from his frenz,finally he get the hotel but stopped by the in charge who kept brainwash him and scare him for not checking but he dun care,dun listen even they wanna give him the detail of wat happen to and at the hotel,but tis made him even wwanna go to tat room and ting start to happen..........................
go watch this show,though it's kanna stupid but it's still not bad, i mean the story-line,watch at cathay coz the ticket price is 50 cent cheaper from other cinema so next time instead of GV,i will go the Cathay watch movie beside it's cheaper but the seats there are beta too,weekend i still will go GV la coz my bendan got safra card...haha...
Finally i start to play my tamgotchi liao,still abit hand and leg join together haha but i reali love it,i rem when young i got 1 but dun rem where i left it liao wahaha it's so fun and cute hee...i dun mind ppl say mi childish coz if they tink like tat mean they are childish too coz they oso young b4 mar...
I can't wait for tml meeting my ite school mates man...enjing,alvin,kaijie,annie... alan cannot join us so sianz....jio liao cannot come but we wun becoz of him dun enjoy ourselves de rite..haha..wait for my update on sat lor...



jeanrin.aka.yanling

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

DONUT FACTORY rocks man...
I love it man...not even donut factory donut...i love every single 1...let mi feel like i'm still young coz when i'm still a kid i alway eat donut till now i'm like humpz...hee...what to do i juz love it so much.yesterday my bendan and i purposely went down to suntec city for the donuts as many of our frenz frenz say the queue there berry short,i mean dun have to queue for so long,coz Raffles city 1 super doper alot ppl and got to queue for 1 and half hr so even more man...Actually i been wanna try donut factory le but dun have the chance but finally i got it..i try missy Donut not bad ar...i love their sugar donut soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice,but summer hse donut,sorry to say,it's so way behind the standard... Hey guys, can go try their raspberry dark choclate and double chocolate,it's super doper nicey lor...ermz...i try their spicy chesse donut...sound weird rite,it's look even more werid to try but still not bad lor like u eating pizza onli...my bendan and i bought a dozen of donuts...still not enough haha...need to share de mar...i promiSE my colleague to give her 1 but i gave her 2,coz it's toooooo nice le wanna her to try mar..aiya she oso taken care of mi,i mean we both pooh bear lover somemore she juz gave mi another collection of poohie mug hee......

I juz love poohie and donut...Rockz it man...
JEANRIN.AKA.YANLING

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Today is mi and my bendan second year anniversary liao...Times reali flies so fast like wat my bendan say,it's seem like we juz get together yesterday,so loving,so romantic...Yesterday we went celebrate together coz today gonna go out with his parents all..He bought mi a tamgotchi which i wanted to buy months ago and finally i got it...i bought him a havanians slippers..haha dunno i spell correctly mar nvm la..i noe can liao...den of coz we went had our dinner together at Fish and Co...Since it's his first time at fish and co so all i order for him to eat...We order seafood platter and fish & chip and of coz the Jungle freeze as it's my favourite all thank to my prince lor...my bendan reali love the food and i'm glad he does if not alway i enjoy the food and he dun...though it's suppose we are celebrating our anniversary yesterday but still gonna rush home i mean his home la...coz gonna pray pray as it's the last nitez of hungry ghost festival...Too bad lor...as tis year we can't reali celebrate much,no chalet no nothing but i'm sure next year sure can de...I promise my Dear...Though yesterday supposely is happy time le lor but thank to a bunch of idiot boy kept looking at us when we take photo...ass rite...can't they care their own bussiness..ass-hole lor...den my boy not happy tat i throw temper haha coz i throw my spoon haha...but lucky we didn't quarrel for too long haha if not reali spoilt the whole day mood even though it's already been spoilt...Tat meal cost us er...65 over buck lor but still okay rite at least we enjoy the food...Can't wait to go back there again and next time i go back i wanna try their swordfish...hee...after the whole meal,we gonna rush back home to bai bai haiz actually i plan to go watch movie de but nvm can alway watch another time somemore my bendan off day till wed lor so good rite..i oso wan...sob...haha..Today i'm reali berry tired so fallen aslp rite after i bathe finish though i ask my bendan wake mi up 12am sharp haiz but he scare i tooo tired so he didn't wake mi up..sorry dear...i noe u wun mind de rite coz u dote mi and love mi too much tat u dun bare to do so...hee...muackz...

Dear i reali enjoy my time with u and yr family though there's some conflict between mi and yr er gu but i'm glad all of u standing up for mi...I reali feel bad abt it lor...but at time i reali cannot stand her lor..hee...Dear,there's alway up and down between us but now i already staying over at yr hse,we had less quarrel den last time liao and i love it tis way...sorry to occupy yr place...hee...i wanna say the same ting i alway say........though yr daddy say if 1 day we are not together u can't live without mi de but i still can live without mi...but trust mi...1st ting we will nv be apart,secondly mi too oso cannot live without u de..reali...but i'm sure tis day wun come rite...
Jeanrin.aka.yanling

Monday, September 10, 2007

Last weekend was my brother's chalet,celebrating his chalet..tis bro of mine say he invite 60 over ppl in the end not even 40 lor...but everything goes well and i'm sure he love it and we hope he wun wan to open again haha...his frenz all stil okay la only those who stay over like wat sia..i dun reali like so over there i keep saying him and i noe he dun like it but i'm oso wei ta hao lor..At the last nitez,he was drunk,berry drunk and make all of us worry abt him especially mi lor...didn't reali slp well tat nitez and rush over in the morning to see him lor maybe becoz i dun trust his frenz whose staying over...hello,it's mi and my bendan who help mi pack all the stuff and clear de area for him de lor when he's drunk dun tink he know oso...

my bendan,his bro and i went over my grandparents there lor,play mahjong again...everything goes well and happy when.........the telephone rang and is my stepmum at the other line asking him whether he got bring the chair home fro, the chalet,but he dun..den my xiao gu say take ah gong old chair give her den she wun use it as a excuse to buy new chair,den my ah gong tot my bro took his nv bring back..all ting started becoz of his mouth...den i shouted at him but my bro tot i shout at him den he threw the mahjong made mi more hot liao as he threw it and bounce back hit mmy xiao gu den i scolded him den he juz throw everything hitted mi,i throw back of coz den i started to cry while quarrelling with him the whole family should be shock ba,but i dun care,as at tat time i'm juz a crazy fellow hitting every1 who touch especially my bendan who hug mi dun let mi storm out den my bro push mi and i tink i SMACK him too but i no recall of any too i only saw a spect on the floor and tot is my bendan de...den when my bro wanna hit mi,my bendan push him away den i juz storm out scolding my nosy neighbour who kept looking at us...kaypo sia...my bendan manage to catch up with mi at the lift..i stupid la should go down the stair yet i climb up to take lift lor...sianz...den i juz sit at my void deck there cry and cry,neither i noe my bro was standing all along when i complain so much to my my bendan and ah ma crying so hard...saying how heart pain i was to see my bro like tat...and i'm suppose to be his elder sis not younger,y should i kept give way to him and spoilt him...after awhile,i stand up and saw my bro standing but tink i care i juz walk away,with my tears dropping away lor..den i reach another blk,my bendan ask mi to stay at the playgound there cry finish first...when i walk,i saw my bro there again,but i juz walk away ignoring...but everything start to get okay when he msg mi saying sorry..but he ask mi to change my temper toward my bendan,i reply him saying ya i should change den how abt his,as expected he sure say he already change alot...hello where got...but okay la..i'm reali glad we okay le..and i noe he should who care him most ba...
but no matter wat he still my bro and i love mi too...
oso ke lian my bendan...kanna i beat till his hand so pain sorry my dear..i noe u are for my good but how can u dun let mi go and stay there quarrel with him meh and how can u kept asking mi question when i still bursting with tears huh...aiyo...but still i enjoy myself after the quarrel eating western food and it's so delicous...love u sooooooooooooooo much...



jeanrin.aka.yanling

Saturday, September 8, 2007

Some1 forward tis to mi and i find berry meanful read it...

Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
You can only go as far as you push. Actions speak louder than words.
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
Don't let the past hold you back; you're missing the good stuff.
Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while, you might miss it.
A best friend is like a four leaf clover: hard to find and lucky to have.
If you think that the world means nothing, think again. You might mean the
world to someone else.
When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look
beside you and your best friend will be there.
True friendship never ends.
Friends are forever.
Good friends are like stars....You don't always see them, but you know they
are always there.
Don't frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile.
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the
person
who made you cry?
NOBODY IS PERFECT UNTIL YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM. (Isn't that the truth?)
Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
Most people walk in and out of you life. But only friends leave footprints
in your heart. Tell this to everyone special in your life,
even the people who really make you mad sometimes. Whether we realize it or
not,
everyone we know is very special to us. When we look back on our younger
years, we will remember the people who went to school with us, the people
who made us laugh, the people who hung out with us when nobody else would,
and the people who made our lives much better simply by being a part of it.
There may be somebody who is thinking about you RIGHT NOW and wishing
that you were around. That's the wonderful thing about friendship-you
always feel loved and cared about.The most important thing to remember is...
Always appreciate the friends that you have.
A fight may come and go very easily, but a friendship could last forever.
For every second spent in anger, a minute of happiness is wasted.

Though i dun have much best,trust frenz but at least i still have some to care and share..Like my Bendan,at least he not my frenz,he's my belove,adn of coz my prince though we now dun reali hang out together and of coz my ite tat bunch of jokers...
Thank u soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much for coming into my life...



jeanrin.aka.yanling

Saturday, September 1, 2007

ahhhh...five more min and den i can go off le...wahahaha...time goes berry fast so i gotta type my blog fast too,coz now i can type faster le but still slow so muz practise more and more...

I wanna complain man...hee..y i'm not rich,if i'm rich den i can juz buy my SHOW LUO ZHI XIANG concert ticket...can buy for my bendan and mi...den i dun have to tink and tink and tink...Oh...today is Show officicallly selling the tickets at all sistic,didn't expect he so fast come to singapore to held his concert and it on the 1st dec...i reali wanna go and see him in person coz my bendan see him once and shake with with him lor,he juz go to take his signature for mi as a surpise gift for Valentine so he juz go without mi...i still can afford for the tickets for two for the cheap and far seats but i wanna sit closer of coz mar...hee...i feel like buying 128 de,it's not the most expensive de leh..haiz...too bad...maybe i juz give it a miss and go next time ba...