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Thursday, March 29, 2007

i'm back...

29march 2007
Thursday

hello...i'm back for a week so will be updating my blog lor...i mean i will staying over at my bendan hse hse for a week or so...-to be a super-nanny...
bendan's parents went oversea-to korea...i oso wanna go lor...haiz..no $$$...his parents wanna mi to look after the family especially my boy and his brother as they alway kept quarrelling so they very worry abt them l0r...they oso left money with mi to buy daily meals and so on...first time in my life got tis kind of responsiblity...feel so happy so muz do a good job...how i wish to go oversea too...but muz wait till next year june lor...nvm 1 year plus more to go den i can get to take aeroplane den my furthest place isn't malaysia anymore...can't wait for it lor...so now muz werk hard for $$$ though my bendan's father will settle my bendan expanses but dun tink include mi so muz save $$$ to spend more and buy more ting over there...JIA YOU!!!
Pass few days everythings still ok to mi lor...nth reali happen to mi la juz werk and werk and werk lor...nothing special lor...
oh ya...finally i fix the light in my room myself le...waited for my tat unclefor 2 weeks le lor...imagine i live in the dark for 2 weeks...ya la...he fix it liao but still no light so i juz climb up fix it myself...it so scary lor but i manage to fix it...wahaha...
i'm super-woman le...
Tink tis whole week many interesting stuff will happen so wait for my next update man....


jeanrin.aka.yanling

Saturday, March 24, 2007

xx_enjoying |ife_xx

24March 2007
Saturday

hee...It's satuarday morning wor...lucky i werk 430 if not no time to write my blog here wor... pass 3 days reali enjoying my life sia...
21 march,actually meeting my prince for shopping and lunch but waited the whole day she nv call mi or even bother to msg mi oh perhap 2 missed call...haiz...kanna put aeroplane somemore the whole morning nv eat waited for her as the nitez b4 we say hao le wanna go eat 'clar.jr.'dunnoe it is becoz she say she wanna treat mi den dun wanna treat liao so put my aeroplane...dunnoe her lor...till now haven't receive her call or msg to say a even sorry...i'm so disappointed...being so bored at hm,i ask my bendan pei wo watch movie...i wanna watch haunted school but it onli had 9plus slot as my bendan got to go werk so nv watch the show le lor...some other day lo...anyway watching show 2molo le mar...
22March...yeah todae get my good progress award...so i very early in the morning go back sch take my $300.now my sch is getting more and more boring students le...lucky i'm out of the sch liao...reach hm watch my vcd 'qin chun yu lan' very nicey show cry for awhile got to go out le...i got to go out early to help my bendan and his frenz buy tickets for 300...first time hor got to sign on the tickets as it's a M18 show...after buying the show hang ard tm but the time passes so slow even though i sit down at mac eat mac wings and even read my cloe magazine...in the end i choose to go up bendan hse to wait for him as i oso scare my bag going to spoilt le as 1 of the strap is coming off...ermz...after the show...dun reali enjoy the show much as lots of fighting and so on...perhap i'm a boring person so find the show boring...haha...kanna bluff by my sis and prince...my sis say..."wa...it's a very touching show,wat 300 ppl fight with millions of ppl"and so on....but i onli find the touching part is the son of the captain's head kanna chopping of by the enemy...the captain very regret tat he till tat day haven't tell his son how much he love him and how proud he was...overalll i love the last part the their roar...stay at my bendan hse again lor...hee...
23march,meeting tasha,sara and farah go jurong swim swim...haha...so excited..finally get to go swim liao from wed push to fri lor...but hor abit sianz lor...as sara oso understand malay,i'm like the odd 1 out...they kept speaking malay lor...everything still fun lor...we from 11 swim till 2plus lor the go bath...tell u all lor... their shower is like shit lor....water sooooooo small how to bath wor...too bad till got to bath de no matter wat...guess wat...there's no sun at all but i get sunburn le...'xuete'...onli i get sunburn lor...the whole face and body all red lor...so painful...haha...playing tat time of coz dun feel pain la...after the swim we went over to JP to watch movie... haiz... another boring show...Mr bean holiday...haiz...all my fault...is mi who choose wanna watch tis show haha....ok la...got part is funny la but maybe the show not much of talking somemore the treatre was like quite stuffy sooo ermz.... overall comment not bad lor...after the show it's time for us to go hm...i reali enjoy my day...i going back my bendan hse...hee...coz his hse air-con is better den mine...mine u on or nv on still the same lor...aiya beta dan nothing hor...shy*his whole family was like so shock my whole self was like soooooooo red lor...hhaha...feel so tired so wanna slp lor...anyway the whole family slp quite early todae...haven't 1130 all at dreamz land le lor....
todae is the dae to start werk le...haiz...somehow dun feel like werking but if i dun werk where got money rite...isn't it great if can dun werk but still got money...haha...in my dreamz lor maybe dun even noe got anot...heee.......

jeanrin.aka.yanling

Sunday, March 18, 2007

my bro Qiang Pop pic

Hey guys...nv been to any passing out parade...heee...tis is my second times le...it's was so fun...check out all tis pic u will noe how i enjoy the whole event...


army tank...i dunnoe wat tank la...

tis is wat inside the tank...
outside see big big actually is very small...
ARMY GUYS OUT THERE...xin ku ni men le...

while waiting for the event to start lo...take pic first...

xuete!!!
i look so fat in tis pic...

tis is glory company...not my bro 1 lor....


Hawk company...my bro officers leading the march...


soldiers all marching in...so grand...

she-di-ya...

moving to adjusting themselves...can't see in the pic la...
of coz coz la....


putting down their heavy 20kg field pack...

their high rank sir givng speech...

inpection...wow...

found my bro?
he standing the second in the front...

surprise gifts for all the recuits from the camp...

clear look hor...
of coz la...
i took it when i saw alot parents moving in front...
but actually is cannot de...

my honour to put on my bro cap...
my bendan photo taking skill....reali haiz...

my 'er gu' with my grumpy bro...

Y my bro mouth like tat de...
y my eyes like tat...
like sister like brother...

my bro bunk buddies with their SAR21...

my bendan with my smart bro with his SAR21

the field pack...it's contain of 20kg of stuff
which i dunnoe wat is inside...

mi with my second aunt lo...

my bro's secret gift from his camp...
it's all photo lo...

my bro with his sir...

his frenz nv look the camera...

his face look very shack...after the whole event...


jeanrin.aka.yanling

my bro pop on 17march2007

18March2007
sunday
haha...last post complain too much forget to update my bro pop pic...it's yesterday tinging but i reach bendan's hse tooo late so nv update my post..heee....oh ya...yesterday morning wake up late with bendan left hm ard 630 somemore i forget take my hp so...hee late meeting my second aunt...but we actually onli late for 10mins but let her say until we late for an hr...haha...it's she who reach at 7 when we meet 730 lor...haha...go out with her so paisay de lor...keep asking ting like they all army ranking ting...say le she oso dunnoe den keep on asking my bendan....haha...
actually i forgot my bro company i actually guessing his company is until i saw some familar family member from my bro bunk de...becoz my aunt if not i sure wanna sit in front den can take more pic of my bro lor...hee my bro stand in front line de mar...too bad my aunt scare of sun will burn her lor...
everything end like 11 lor...not bad...the fun part i like is i put on the cap for my bro...somehow tink he so tall haha...

after the ting we go over ah ma hse...my bro go hm first lor...i cook mee hoon kwey for every1...
tink every ppl we tink is those we eat outside but nono haha..it's a kwey from young mi and my bro like to eat de...i cook till very crispy lor even bendan say it's nice to eat lor...haha...not many ppl got the kou fu lor...after the ting...of coz...play card...at first reali lose alot lose like 15 plus lor...but when we do banker,after the games we win 15.90 haha...afte games mean...cooking time...my fourth aunt juz operate her haven't ok so mi as her tu di will help her cook...haha...
i finally learn how to cook chili prawn le...at nitez all foood eat finish leh...coz it's tooooooo delicous...wahaha...we play cards again...banker again in the end lose 13plus...haha...nvm la...all their money tooo...wahaha....
after the ting we go over ah ma hse...my bro go hm first lor...i cook mee hoon kwey for every1...
tink every ppl we tink is those we eat outside but nono haha..it's a kwey from young mi and my bro like to eat de...i cook till very crispy lor even bendan say it's nice to eat lor...haha...not many ppl got the kou fu lor...after the ting...of coz...play card...at first reali lose alot lose like 15 plus lor...but when we do banker,after the games we win 15.90 haha...afte games mean...cooking time...my fourth aunt juz operate her haven't ok so mi as her tu di will help her cook...haha...
i finally learn how to cook chili prawn le...at nitez all foood eat finish leh...coz it's tooooooo delicous...wahaha...we play cards again...banker again in the end lose 13plus...haha...nvm la...all their money tooo...wahaha....at nitez mi of coz with my bendan and with my bro and cousins go amk hub walk walk...my biao jie treat us eat chocolate foudue...it's sooooooo deli...i love the strawberries very much...haiz...
good thing end very fast...it's time for us to go hm le...
It's end if the day le....



jeanrin.aka.yanling

i'm so disappointed...

18march2007
sunday

It's sunday...I now rotting at my bendan hse...he promise mi to bring mi out de lor...go downstair walk walk i oso happy la...but he now stuck into the com,into the games,into maple le...friday nitez he still shout at mi becoz i nv done my appeal letter but i still waiting for him to help mi with it..as all who noe mi i reali stupid with com ting everyting will juz crop up tat y i dun reali like to do do all those important stuff...if he reali care abt my appeal tinging he now wun be struck in front of the com le...he should help mi ting of a way to print my letter somemore i told him i wanna buy envelope too but he dun even done anything..oh ya he done something...playing maple....haiz...
My bendan nv been changing since the day he promise mi...sometime i reali cannot stand him at all...but still last till now...y can't he juz change for mi...mi been changing and changing for him...from a ger who open mounth close mouth vulgar language de to now simply who dun reeali say a single 1...perhap long long time 1 time lo...but he still say mi when i bu xiao xin say 1...but sometime he oso got say lor....haiz...another ting is oso his temper...i'm oso a ger whose is very impatient de a little tings i will throw temper but is oso more den 1 year ago tinging...now is mi who 'zai ren' he...he now little bit of ting throw temper to mi even to his family....he onli treat his frenz welll...worse of all is he alway break his promise...see even today...he promise to bring mi go amk hub or juz bring mi out de but now lea...i now at his hse writing blog...doing reali nth he lea...alway maple and maple and maple...reali cannot stand guys...ain't they sick of games...haiz...
i noe when he read tis msg..he going to say mi or even quarrel with mi or say mi sian him but i'm not..i'm reali bored tat y i wanna go out but his heart juz wanna play maple...he can juz reach hm on the switch sit down and play...he can dun bath or eat de lo...but if ask him do ting like mopping the floor he sure say ting like he very tired or juz eaten can rest first mar...ting like tat...but play games he not tired de lor...ahhhhh...though he got so many bad point,he still got good point de la...tat't y i still love him so much...and give him so much till he now step on my head lor...I juz wish he will change wat he ask mi to...fair and square rite...i everytime say him,he sure say mi back in the end we quarrel again lo...we can't say much abt tis topic...haiz...first when we get started,when we quarrel even he onli thought i angry when i reali not angry at all...he still sick he still from tampines all the way to my hse and even climb up the stair to my hse 13th floor...tat time i reali very touch but didn't expect tat was the last time he done tat till now...now if i angry he dun even care...
how can i improve our relationship?
how can i change him as wat he change mi?
when can he reali change?
how long will i get to wait for him to change?
when?
how?
ahhhhhhhhhhh..........

jeanrin.aka.yanling

Thursday, March 15, 2007

___stress___

15March2007
Thursday

AHhhhhhhhh...
Yesterday enjoyed tooo muchh le...eat new york and play pooll lor...everything was so great till i reach hm...haiz...so call quarrel with my stepbro and my mum...my stepbro was sooooooooooo spoilt...my mum even wanna sign a plan for him lor...pls lor... i onli at the of 17 den got phone lor...all my stepbro do was cry lor...he get everything...a new com...a new hp and everything he wan...no pro...haiz....
Back to topic....haaaa....today woke up early in the morning to go poly for appeal...in the end...haiz...muz write appeal letter and pass to them but i dun have...haiz...boring...wat can i do...now got to write appeal letter lor...but i dunno how to write....go online cannnot find it tooo...how....is poly dream leaving mi further and further....haiz....
Now at library...got a stupid guy standing behind us nagging saying we all doing rubbish ting should let him use... plz la...we come in use first lor...how can he be so selfish when he didn't reali wait for long...
\haha...all i wan to do now is drag and drag use the com...anyway my acc balance left with 1.55..haha haven't top up...so boring...got to come library use com...coz lappy my bendan bring hm le...anyway i come library oso wanna do appeal letter is becoZ i can't find any source of it...wat to do...got to ask my bendan do for mi le....

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Y like tat....?

14March 2007
WEdnesday

Last nitez staying over at my bendan hse...hee...bring him and his family my homemade pinesapple tarts...not i do alone de la...my xiao gu teach mi and do with mi de la if not... sure not nice to eat de..but tis time...all comment very nice...hee...
Now...my bendan inside camp mi at his hse...so weird...first time i at his hse when he not ard with mi...anyway i going out later meeting my ite bunch of joker...reali cannot stand sum of them lor...all not steady de lor...onli they got to werk...I dun need meh...summore still got to spend money to msg all of them leh...summore still nv reply mi...i reali angry la...now whole group left onli 4-5 ppl...so ke lian lor...y my frenz be cum like tat..though it's i already expected but can't i have surprises...dunnoe wat today outing will turn into...hopefully those who nv reply mi will cum lor...if not...wahaha....

jeanrin.aka.yanling

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Poly Dream crash!!!







my poly dream is gone....I get my poly application results today...It's unsuccessful wor...
so disappointed leh...Haiz...but who ask mi first year nv study well and join wrong company...
now tink not onli i disappointed coz my daddy will be disappointed too...haiz...wat to do now...
hopefully can appeal get in...if not...hahaha...higher nitec lo....
POLY WAIT FOR MI HUH...2MORE YEARS I WILL BE THERE....



Jeanrin.aka.yanling




Saturday, March 3, 2007

Juz started...


3/3/2007
Satuarday

Actually should start long ago le...all thank to mi la...so blur...wat to do...create le still dunnoe how to log in and start...wahaha...hopefully tis time can make it lor....let mi pray hard...

Today stay over at bendan hse again...another day at hm le lor...no money cannot anyhow go out spend...coz i'm tat type go out muz buy ting de mar...Chinese New Year going over le...1 more day den tat it....total hongbao money onli 300 lor...cannot anyhow spend coz i dun wanna spend tis year new year money mar....so will save up...hopefully again i wun buy toooooooooo many ting till i no money....From now onward muz earn more money to spend and to save lor...wahaha...Nowadays money very easy to spend lor...wait till july more worse...after the 7%GST...haiz....
Guys...wait for my next update...will sell some handmade stuff done mi...so check it out okay...

jeanrin.aka.yanling